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You guys haven't seen Summer
when she's mad.
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She's actually scary.
She might literally kill me.
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Shoot, let her try it.
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I will donkey kick that little girl
in her coochie into the next universe.
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Jesus Christ, Gaby. It's her best friend.
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Yeah, I know. But if shit gets real,
I want Alice to know where I'm at.
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I love you.
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Besides, we all bonk our good friend's guy
when we're in high school.
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For me, it was my girl
Shauna's man, Justin.
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In the end, we bonded over the fact
that he cried a lot when he came.
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What's wrong with that?
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Okay.
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Seriously though,
you and Summer love each other,
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- okay?
- Yeah.
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This will all blow over.
You just need to give it time.
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- You're so right.
- Mm-hmm.
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- Aw, I'm so glad you're back. I love you.
- Aw, me too. Aw.
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I said the same thing to you, Alice.
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You told me I was a dumbass
who doesn't understand you.
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Well, it sounds smarter when Gaby says it.
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- [Gaby] Mm-hmm.
- [sighs] I get that.
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[Liz, Derek chattering]
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- Hey! She's back!
- Yay!
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- [exclaiming]
- Yay! Yay! [chuckles]
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- I'm so happy.
- Yeah. Mm-hmm. Me too.
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[exclaims] We're back!
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Yeah, we-we did that already.
[exclaims, chuckles]
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Fuck your coffee. I'm getting champagne.
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Oh, yeah. Champagne.
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I forget, did I ever enjoy this?
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[laughs]
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Summer says that she can't talk to me
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because she's too busy
fucking all of my friends.
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Aw, honey. She's not gonna fuck Daniel.
His hands are very, very small.
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- Mom--
- Look,
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you've gotta be done
with all this self-pity garbage.
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You know what I've decided?
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You're going back to school tomorrow.
End of discussion.
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[shakily] My whole life,
you've been up my ass.
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And now, the one time that I need you,
you can't even be there for me?
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[breathes shakily] You're such a...
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Oh, I dare you.
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[inhales deeply]
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[Derek, Gaby] Hey!
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He called me a King-Kong bitch.
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Wow. And he's still breathing?
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Yeah, I told him to be careful
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or I would take him out and make
another kid that looks just like him.
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I still ovulate.
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I'll spread the word.
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You know what, a little booze,
I will not remember it happened. Cheers.
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- Cheers. Cheers, Connor.
- Cheers. [chuckles]
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- [phone ringing]
- [softly] Sorry.
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- [Derek] Mm-hmm.
- Hello?
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- That's the good stuff.
- Mmm. Bubbly.
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- Yeah, morning champagne.
- What?
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- Hey.
- [Paul] Hey.
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How's he... How's he doing?
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Well, he got beat up pretty bad. [sighs]
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[Sean's mom] His leg is broken.
Now, he's already had surgery,
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and look, before you go in,
I should warn you...
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What?
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He's high as fuck.
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[gasps] Look who it is.
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It's my favorite band,
Gaby and the White Saviors.
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[laughing]
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It's funny.
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Go ahead, sing something.
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["Frightening Fishes"
by Benjamin Gibbard playing]
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[Sean] Whoo. I'm a ghost.
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How many drugs did, uh, they give him?
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Feels like a lot.
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Boo! It was me.
I was hiding under the blanket.
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- Yeah, we saw. We saw that. [chuckles]
- That was so great.
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{\an8}They put a tube in my dick.
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{\an8}- Uh-huh.
- Lucky.
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{\an8}But the guy who put it in was so nice.
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{\an8}If you ever need a tube in your dick,
I have the best dick-tube guy.
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{\an8}[stammers] I'll take the name.
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{\an8}You never know.
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{\an8}His name's Lawrence.
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{\an8}- Lawrence is imaginary.
- Nuh-uh.
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{\an8}Hey, I just want you to know,
we're all... we're all here for you.
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{\an8}Oh, you and Paul are always here for me.
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{\an8}And look how well it's going.
[laughs] Thanks, Big Head.
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{\an8}- [Sean, Gaby laugh]
- Big Head?
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{\an8}That's gonna stick.
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{\an8}Liz! My favorite business partner
to have ever betrayed me.
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{\an8}You Blind Sided me,
and then you blindsided me.
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{\an8}[laughs] Oh, damn.
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{\an8}What you doing here, Jimmy fucker?
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{\an8}Okay, look. I will have you know
that I am no longer a Jimmy fucker.
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{\an8}Once a Jimmy fucker,
always a Jimmy fucker.
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{\an8}- [groans]
- He's not wrong.
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{\an8}- [Paul] That's what I heard.
- [Gaby] Come on, man.
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{\an8}Oh, no.
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{\an8}Mom, she tried to kiss me.
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{\an8}Oh, my God.
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{\an8}- [murmuring]
- Alice?
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{\an8}Now, she's kissing the weird neighbor boy.
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{\an8}- Hey!
- [laughs]
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{\an8}Yeah. That little fucker is weird.
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{\an8}- [imitates trumpet]
- [Derek] Hey. Oh. [laughs]
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{\an8}That's the sound that plays in my head
whenever I visit my friends
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{\an8}- in the hospital... God.
- Talk about weird.
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{\an8}Brian, I'd be careful.
He's, uh, high and kind of a bully.
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{\an8}Oh, my God! It's the greatest lawyer ever.
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{\an8}- [sighs]
- I love you so much.
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{\an8}I love you. I love you.
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{\an8}- This is really nice.
- What the fuck, Sean?
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{\an8}You should not have a baby though.
You'd be an awful dad.
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{\an8}[Jimmy] Oh, shit.
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{\an8}[stammers] Hey. Do me.
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{\an8}Eat a dick, Pam.
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{\an8}- [laughs] Oh, that's so good.
- [chuckles]
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{\an8}I wanna see my dad. Is he here?
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{\an8}Baby, Dad was here, but he had to go.
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{\an8}In fact, I think you should all go.
He needs his rest.
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{\an8}- Yeah.
- We're gonna come by
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{\an8}and see you in a few hours, okay?
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{\an8}Okay, Big Head.
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{\an8}It's proportional to my body.
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{\an8}It's way too big.
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{\an8}Can I talk to you for a sec?
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{\an8}Once he realized
Sean got into another fight,
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{\an8}Tim got upset and left.
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I don't want Sean to wake up
without his dad here.
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Maybe you two can talk to him.
Is that something therapists do?
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Not usually.
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I mean, there is this new
groundbreaking technique called Jimmying.
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No. We're here for Sean
and we wanna help you.
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But what you're asking...
[clicks tongue] ...is not something we do.
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I understand. Thanks for coming.
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- Keep us posted, okay?
- [Sean's mom] Mm-hmm.
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Tried to find the window where
you can look at all the babies. [scoffs]
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Turns out it doesn't exist.
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There's just a room full of them
and it's not open to the public.
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They say I have to know the parents.
That's ridiculous.
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Why would they get rid of...
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Hey. Still good to drive you home,
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but first we gotta
swing by the dry cleaners.
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Ah, you know, I can give you a lift
if you want.
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Oh, yeah, but the dry cleaner
hands out gumballs.
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- Oh. Well.
- Tempting.
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I choose Brian.
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- Oh! More gumballs for me.
- [Brian, Derek chuckle]
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- [Alice] Thanks, though.
- All right. See ya.
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Where's my coffee?
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I know I said I was getting coffees.
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I tried calling Sean's dad, and, uh,
apparently, he's blocked my number.
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So, I asked his mom where he might be,
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and she said
that when Tim gets super stressed,
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- he goes fishing at Lake Balboa.
- [sighs]
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What do you say? Let's go find him
and convince him to come back.
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[chuckles] I'm not gonna
go Jimmy some patient's father.
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- You just used Jimmy as a verb.
- [mutters]
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I know you used it disparagingly,
but you still used it.
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- It doesn't count.
- Yes, it does.
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- No, it doesn't.
- Yes, it does.
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- No, it doesn't.
- No, it doesn't.
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Don't Bugs Bunny me.
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You wanna Jimmy.
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You just don't think you can
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because it would be admitting
that you and I...
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Oh, we're cut
from the same beautiful cloth.
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You have just said
so many upsetting things.
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I do not even know where to start.
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Okay, you know what? I'll go on my own.
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You can get out of the car
and-and call a Lyft.
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[scoffs] I don't know how to do that.
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It's how you got here.
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Damn it.
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Okay, I'll go.
But just for damage control.
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- You know what? Not good enough.
- No.
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Paul.
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Paul, you're gonna admit
that you want to do this,
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or you can get out of the car.
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[inhales deeply]
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- Okay, let's Jimmy this fucker!
- Yes! Thank God you said yes.
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I was so scared that I had overreached.
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You know, Courtney hijacked
all of my teen years,
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and now she's guilt-tripping me
about Mom? It's bullshit, Liz.
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What do you need me to say?
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Um, I don't know. That even though
Courtney got her life together,
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it's okay for me to pressure her
to stay there and take care of Mom?
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You're doing the exact right thing.
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And that it's okay that my mom's getting
cataract surgery today and I'm not going.
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I have to be okay with that too?
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Yes. It's, uh, an outpatient surgery,
you know?
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My sister's gonna be there too.
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You're crushing this.
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And even if your mom loses an eye
during surgery,
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if you weren't there,
she wouldn't even see you.
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That shit right there,
that is so sweet. Come here.
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- Yeah, I love you.
- I love you.
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And damn, girl, look at your talent.
You made those dogs look so good.
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I don't know about this one, though.
He just kind of seems a little smug.
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[Liz] Plus, he's a hoe bag.
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He fucks everyone
and then ignores them. It's a problem.
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Um, what are you doing?
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Oh, we're redecorating.
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I'm a huge donor, so we just...
we just let ourselves in.
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You can't just do that.
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I know you guys said that
my photos weren't right for the website,
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but I need a win.
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I've got a lot of personal shit
going on right now.
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It involves kids and food trucks,
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and don't tell my neighbor,
but I'm not still ovulating.
209
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Okay, don't need to know that.
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I just thought
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maybe you could look the other way
and just let me do this.
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Please?
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[stammers, sighs] Fine.
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- Yay!
- Thanks.
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You're just gonna take them down
after I leave, right?
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- I am.
- [clicks tongue] Dude.
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- It's okay. I don't care.
- No.
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- I don't care. I'll take them down.
- [stammers] No!
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- It doesn't matter.
- It does matter.
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And you know what, buddy?
I hope none of these dogs get adopted.
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I hope they all end up...
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Nope. Actually,
I don't hope they all end up.
223
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I hope they live, but you...
I hope you're put down.
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- No.
- Mm-mmm. I don't mean that.
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I don't mean that at all.
I'm sorry, okay? I hope you live. Bye.
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Hey, Liz!
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[Brian vocalizes]
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Okay, you're following me.
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Yep. Yep. [exhales sharply]
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Thanks for the long, silent ride.
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Anytime. Your presence is a blessing.
232
00:09:56,138 --> 00:09:58,890
Okay, you're being so weird.
It's making me sweaty.
233
00:09:58,891 --> 00:10:00,641
[inhales deeply] I have to talk to you.
234
00:10:00,642 --> 00:10:03,769
And I don't know
235
00:10:03,770 --> 00:10:09,483
how to say... [singsongy]
...what it is I have to say to you.
236
00:10:09,484 --> 00:10:12,528
[normal] I need a drink. Do you need
a drink? Should we make martinis?
237
00:10:12,529 --> 00:10:15,198
It's 11 a.m. and I'm 17, but sure.
238
00:10:15,199 --> 00:10:16,991
Oh, okay. Uh, okay.
239
00:10:16,992 --> 00:10:19,660
[inhales sharply] Diving in.
240
00:10:19,661 --> 00:10:21,412
[clears throat] Okay, here it goes.
241
00:10:21,413 --> 00:10:24,458
I have been talking to
242
00:10:25,751 --> 00:10:27,002
the young man...
243
00:10:28,879 --> 00:10:29,921
who ran over your mom.
244
00:10:29,922 --> 00:10:30,922
What the fuck?
245
00:10:30,923 --> 00:10:33,758
Just listen. It gets better.
It doesn't but listen.
246
00:10:33,759 --> 00:10:36,260
[inhales sharply]
He came here to return your wallet--
247
00:10:36,261 --> 00:10:37,595
- He came here?
- Yeah.
248
00:10:37,596 --> 00:10:39,347
- When? To the house?
- Um. [stammers]
249
00:10:39,348 --> 00:10:41,599
- Did you talk to him or... [stammers]
- [groans] If you keep asking me stuff,
250
00:10:41,600 --> 00:10:44,393
I'm gonna get more frazzled.
So... [stammers] ...just let me spit it out.
251
00:10:44,394 --> 00:10:47,397
[clears throat, inhales deeply]
252
00:10:48,565 --> 00:10:50,441
- Spit it out.
- So, he came here,
253
00:10:50,442 --> 00:10:52,443
and I was like,
"Get away from this family. Scram."
254
00:10:52,444 --> 00:10:53,694
And he was like, "Sorry."
255
00:10:53,695 --> 00:10:56,155
But he seemed wounded, more like, "Sorry."
256
00:10:56,156 --> 00:10:59,784
And I was like, "Are you okay?" And he was
like, yes, but I could tell he wasn't.
257
00:10:59,785 --> 00:11:01,661
I'm going through a super empathetic stage
258
00:11:01,662 --> 00:11:03,622
because Charlie and I decided
that we're gonna have a baby.
259
00:11:04,289 --> 00:11:06,582
If it's a boy,
we're gonna name him Peter Bernadette,
260
00:11:06,583 --> 00:11:08,835
and if it's a girl,
obviously Bernadette Peters.
261
00:11:08,836 --> 00:11:11,629
Anyway, so I went to the coffee shop
where he works.
262
00:11:11,630 --> 00:11:14,757
Not to see him,
just to ask if he was okay.
263
00:11:14,758 --> 00:11:18,094
And his boss was this kind of
Tony Soprano guy, but hotter.
264
00:11:18,095 --> 00:11:21,472
You know, kind of, uh, he'd rough you up
but also be a really good kisser?
265
00:11:21,473 --> 00:11:22,641
Ah, I wish I had a picture.
266
00:11:23,308 --> 00:11:26,811
So, I ask the boss about Louis,
267
00:11:26,812 --> 00:11:31,399
and he says, "You know, he's...
[stammers] ...he's super depressed.
268
00:11:31,400 --> 00:11:34,193
He's kind of a downer, but you can't
fire a person for being a bummer.
269
00:11:34,194 --> 00:11:35,570
Fucking cancel culture, am I right?"
270
00:11:35,571 --> 00:11:38,281
The next thing I know he calls Louis over
and we start talking and...
271
00:11:38,282 --> 00:11:41,909
Alice, his life is bleak,
272
00:11:41,910 --> 00:11:45,079
like Requiem for a Dream bleak.
273
00:11:45,080 --> 00:11:47,582
And not like the middle part,
where they're all enjoying the heroin,
274
00:11:47,583 --> 00:11:51,210
the end where they're all ass to ass and
you realize that heroin's no fun at all.
275
00:11:51,211 --> 00:11:54,089
[breathes deeply] He has no friends.
276
00:11:55,632 --> 00:11:58,259
No one to talk to. He's suffering.
277
00:11:58,260 --> 00:12:01,345
So, I took a walk with him and we talked
278
00:12:01,346 --> 00:12:06,309
'cause I knew
that I couldn't live with myself if...
279
00:12:06,310 --> 00:12:11,190
[gulps] I didn't at least try to help.
That's it. End of story.
280
00:12:11,940 --> 00:12:14,610
Plus, I've been seeing him
every couple of days since then.
281
00:12:16,111 --> 00:12:17,613
And texting him sometimes at night.
282
00:12:19,072 --> 00:12:22,117
And he follows me on Instagram.
That's it. Your turn.
283
00:12:24,620 --> 00:12:25,620
I wanna talk to him.
284
00:12:25,621 --> 00:12:28,831
Okay, uh, you know, it might be easier
if you tell me what you wanna say
285
00:12:28,832 --> 00:12:29,749
and I text him.
286
00:12:29,750 --> 00:12:31,501
Take me to him now
287
00:12:31,502 --> 00:12:33,336
or I'm gonna tell Dad
that you've been palling around
288
00:12:33,337 --> 00:12:34,712
with the guy who killed Mom.
289
00:12:34,713 --> 00:12:36,882
- Should we grab some waters for the road?
- Mm-hmm. Come on.
290
00:12:38,675 --> 00:12:40,928
[Jimmy grunting, panting]
291
00:12:51,313 --> 00:12:55,943
Tim? No way. You fish here too?
292
00:12:56,527 --> 00:12:57,443
How did you find me?
293
00:12:57,444 --> 00:12:59,654
What are you talking about?
This is our spot.
294
00:12:59,655 --> 00:13:02,532
{\an8}What are you using there,
a Carolina rig, huh?
295
00:13:02,533 --> 00:13:04,575
{\an8}That's good for bottom fishing.
296
00:13:04,576 --> 00:13:06,994
{\an8}Your wife asked us to talk to you.
297
00:13:06,995 --> 00:13:08,454
[Jimmy] He was buying it, Paul.
298
00:13:08,455 --> 00:13:11,332
{\an8}That was authentic fishing slang.
I googled it and everything.
299
00:13:11,333 --> 00:13:15,045
{\an8}Nice here, huh?
I used to fish with my dad.
300
00:13:16,255 --> 00:13:18,923
{\an8}Not Jimmy, he hates boats.
301
00:13:18,924 --> 00:13:22,845
When I was in high school,
I went rafting and I capsized.
302
00:13:23,637 --> 00:13:25,513
And I got swept away by the current.
303
00:13:25,514 --> 00:13:29,226
It was very, very disorienting
and frankly, it was very, very scary.
304
00:13:30,394 --> 00:13:32,187
Tell him where it happened.
305
00:13:33,564 --> 00:13:35,315
The lazy river at Mandalay Bay.
306
00:13:36,024 --> 00:13:39,151
Listen, Tim, I know we all feel so low.
307
00:13:39,152 --> 00:13:41,445
It's like we're attached
to a deep-diving crankbait--
308
00:13:41,446 --> 00:13:43,906
Stop using your new fishing words.
309
00:13:43,907 --> 00:13:45,658
I thought that one was pretty seamless.
310
00:13:45,659 --> 00:13:46,659
No? Okay.
311
00:13:46,660 --> 00:13:50,204
The point is, I know you're feeling
really overwhelmed right now...
312
00:13:50,205 --> 00:13:51,497
Oh, you know how I feel, do you?
313
00:13:51,498 --> 00:13:52,748
- Sorry, I--
- [exclaims] Whoa.
314
00:13:52,749 --> 00:13:55,501
[stammers] Paul, don't do that.
I don't like it.
315
00:13:55,502 --> 00:13:56,627
I didn't do anything.
316
00:13:56,628 --> 00:13:58,297
I almost died, Paul.
317
00:13:58,881 --> 00:14:00,673
Tim, give us five minutes.
318
00:14:00,674 --> 00:14:02,801
I'll think about it if you do that again.
319
00:14:04,636 --> 00:14:07,513
- [grunts]
- [stammers] Paul, stop!
320
00:14:07,514 --> 00:14:08,973
Okay?
321
00:14:08,974 --> 00:14:10,308
Yeah, all right.
322
00:14:10,309 --> 00:14:11,851
- [chuckles]
- [sighs]
323
00:14:11,852 --> 00:14:15,272
Aw, honey, I'm sorry.
324
00:14:15,772 --> 00:14:18,107
Those photos were so good.
325
00:14:18,108 --> 00:14:19,317
Did you even look at them?
326
00:14:19,318 --> 00:14:21,986
Of course. There was one of a dog.
327
00:14:21,987 --> 00:14:23,112
They were all of dogs.
328
00:14:23,113 --> 00:14:24,614
Which is why I felt like I got the gist.
329
00:14:24,615 --> 00:14:26,324
Mmm, D-Train.
330
00:14:26,325 --> 00:14:27,867
- What?
- Where is Connor?
331
00:14:27,868 --> 00:14:29,243
If he's gonna loaf around,
332
00:14:29,244 --> 00:14:31,329
he might as well
take those photographs out of my car.
333
00:14:31,330 --> 00:14:32,623
Oh, he went back to school.
334
00:14:33,373 --> 00:14:35,541
What? He's gone?
335
00:14:35,542 --> 00:14:36,543
Yeah.
336
00:14:39,338 --> 00:14:41,173
I can't believe
he didn't say goodbye to us.
337
00:14:41,840 --> 00:14:42,966
[mutters]
338
00:14:43,467 --> 00:14:44,759
What?
339
00:14:44,760 --> 00:14:47,720
Well, I mean, he did say goodbye to me.
340
00:14:47,721 --> 00:14:50,431
[groans] Damn, D-Train.
341
00:14:50,432 --> 00:14:51,892
- Did you guys hug?
- Yeah,
342
00:14:52,392 --> 00:14:56,187
but I mean, it was like one of those weird
one-armed, you know, bro-y hugs.
343
00:14:56,188 --> 00:14:57,355
It was like... [grunts]
344
00:14:57,356 --> 00:14:59,232
- ...you know, like...
- Oh. Ugh. Those suck.
345
00:14:59,233 --> 00:15:00,608
Yeah, you would've hated it.
346
00:15:00,609 --> 00:15:02,361
- [Gaby] Ew, those are the worst.
- [Derek] Yeah.
347
00:15:03,237 --> 00:15:07,741
- Oh, shit. And there she goes.
- Yeah.
348
00:15:08,325 --> 00:15:09,825
You handled that really poorly.
349
00:15:09,826 --> 00:15:12,120
Could've gone better. Mmm.
350
00:15:12,746 --> 00:15:14,206
[Alice sighs]
351
00:15:14,957 --> 00:15:16,041
[knocks on door]
352
00:15:21,964 --> 00:15:23,005
- Hey.
- [Brian] Hey, buddy.
353
00:15:23,006 --> 00:15:25,092
Who doesn't love an awkward drop-by?
354
00:15:26,009 --> 00:15:27,386
- Come on in.
- Yeah. Okay.
355
00:15:30,180 --> 00:15:31,180
Please.
356
00:15:31,181 --> 00:15:32,266
Hey.
357
00:15:37,437 --> 00:15:38,438
I'm really glad you're here.
358
00:15:39,022 --> 00:15:41,233
You left a note in my wallet.
I didn't like that.
359
00:15:42,651 --> 00:15:44,987
Understood. Won't happen again.
360
00:15:48,115 --> 00:15:50,408
Can I get you something to drink?
Some water?
361
00:15:50,409 --> 00:15:53,745
Water is amazing. Alice, you like water?
362
00:15:54,246 --> 00:15:55,204
What is wrong with you?
363
00:15:55,205 --> 00:15:57,123
This is me uncomfortable. Get used to it.
364
00:15:57,124 --> 00:15:58,875
- I'll get us some waters.
- [Brian] Okay.
365
00:15:58,876 --> 00:15:59,792
You wanna take a seat?
366
00:15:59,793 --> 00:16:01,378
Yeah, seats. We love seats.
367
00:16:04,631 --> 00:16:05,716
[grunts, sniffs]
368
00:16:10,179 --> 00:16:11,846
What do you guys even talk about?
369
00:16:11,847 --> 00:16:14,932
Oh, nothing. Just, like, sports.
370
00:16:14,933 --> 00:16:17,560
- You don't know anything about sports.
- Offensive stereotype much?
371
00:16:17,561 --> 00:16:19,395
Fine. What sports do you talk about?
372
00:16:19,396 --> 00:16:23,400
You know, pickleball. Monopoly. Sports.
373
00:16:25,110 --> 00:16:26,736
You guys better not be talking about me.
374
00:16:26,737 --> 00:16:29,071
I would never do that. I promise.
375
00:16:29,072 --> 00:16:30,448
So, how have you been doing?
376
00:16:30,449 --> 00:16:34,118
Brian told me you got your license
and you've been applying for colleges.
377
00:16:34,119 --> 00:16:35,704
Sounds like you got a lot going on.
378
00:16:36,371 --> 00:16:38,414
He really should not
be telling you stuff about me.
379
00:16:38,415 --> 00:16:41,251
Oh, honestly,
he mostly talks about himself.
380
00:16:41,752 --> 00:16:43,295
He just asks me questions like,
381
00:16:44,213 --> 00:16:46,048
"Do these clothes look good on me?"
382
00:16:46,548 --> 00:16:47,840
or, "Would a baby look good on me?"
383
00:16:47,841 --> 00:16:50,092
He mostly wants to know
if things would look good on him.
384
00:16:50,093 --> 00:16:51,260
That tracks.
385
00:16:51,261 --> 00:16:53,638
I have learned the answer is always yes.
386
00:16:53,639 --> 00:16:55,807
I'm just one of those people
who can pull off anything.
387
00:17:00,646 --> 00:17:05,441
This was supposed to be three
court-ordered anger management sessions.
388
00:17:05,442 --> 00:17:07,819
But you guys got in there
389
00:17:08,945 --> 00:17:10,446
and fucked with my boy's head.
390
00:17:12,657 --> 00:17:16,993
Now, he acts like everything's my fault
because that's what you people do.
391
00:17:16,994 --> 00:17:17,912
So, I take it
392
00:17:17,913 --> 00:17:21,164
- you're not a huge fan of therapy.
- [scoffs]
393
00:17:21,165 --> 00:17:23,376
[Jimmy]
Therapy is never successful overnight,
394
00:17:23,377 --> 00:17:27,963
but eventually, it does help you
identify and change troubling emotions
395
00:17:27,964 --> 00:17:30,633
and thoughts and behaviors. I really think
that if you gave it a chance--
396
00:17:30,634 --> 00:17:31,676
Seriously?
397
00:17:31,677 --> 00:17:35,346
You really think that now is the time
to turn him around on therapy?
398
00:17:35,347 --> 00:17:38,057
I shouldn't have to remind you, Paul,
that you're on my team.
399
00:17:38,058 --> 00:17:39,058
Hmm.
400
00:17:39,059 --> 00:17:41,644
Tim, may-maybe
don't think of us as therapists.
401
00:17:41,645 --> 00:17:44,939
Think of us as a couple of dads,
402
00:17:44,940 --> 00:17:48,527
one of whom loves his paddle very much.
403
00:17:51,113 --> 00:17:56,076
Look, I was right where you are,
estranged from my kid.
404
00:17:56,660 --> 00:17:58,120
I cheated on her mom,
405
00:17:59,162 --> 00:18:02,999
and when she moved away with my daughter,
I didn't fight hard enough
406
00:18:03,000 --> 00:18:05,209
'cause I was so ashamed.
407
00:18:05,210 --> 00:18:09,589
I missed her first recital.
Her first menses.
408
00:18:09,590 --> 00:18:11,675
- Jesus, Paul.
- Yeah, man. What the hell?
409
00:18:12,426 --> 00:18:15,262
When my wife died,
I could not even look at my daughter.
410
00:18:16,972 --> 00:18:20,142
So, I hid from her in booze and pills.
411
00:18:21,810 --> 00:18:25,521
Right when she needed me the most,
I fucking blew it. [sighs]
412
00:18:25,522 --> 00:18:27,231
And she still talks to you?
413
00:18:27,232 --> 00:18:29,775
It is a miracle, but yes.
414
00:18:29,776 --> 00:18:33,071
[chuckles] I'm trying
to prove myself to her every day.
415
00:18:35,365 --> 00:18:38,117
So, you're both terrible parents.
416
00:18:38,118 --> 00:18:39,285
Well, he is.
417
00:18:39,286 --> 00:18:40,411
[chuckles]
418
00:18:40,412 --> 00:18:42,080
You're negging me a lot today.
419
00:18:42,623 --> 00:18:43,832
You know what the police told me?
420
00:18:45,501 --> 00:18:49,504
Sean didn't even fight back. [sighs]
421
00:18:49,505 --> 00:18:53,300
He just... [sighs]
...let them beat him. [stammers]
422
00:18:56,011 --> 00:18:57,303
Why would he do that?
423
00:18:57,304 --> 00:18:58,764
I think he wanted to hurt himself.
424
00:19:00,432 --> 00:19:03,477
I think he's carrying a lot of guilt
about how mad he is at you.
425
00:19:04,186 --> 00:19:06,563
The guy he loves most in the world.
426
00:19:11,026 --> 00:19:12,861
Y'all should've seen him
when he was a boy.
427
00:19:14,238 --> 00:19:17,241
A little dimple, always grinning.
428
00:19:18,158 --> 00:19:20,452
But after he got back from over there...
429
00:19:22,538 --> 00:19:24,705
it was like living with a stranger.
430
00:19:24,706 --> 00:19:28,168
He was so angry.
431
00:19:32,589 --> 00:19:34,091
I didn't know how to help him.
432
00:19:36,009 --> 00:19:37,343
Hell, I still don't.
433
00:19:37,344 --> 00:19:38,762
Come back with us and talk to him.
434
00:19:39,596 --> 00:19:40,805
- Nah.
- Listen, Tim--
435
00:19:40,806 --> 00:19:42,850
All right, all right,
you've said your piece.
436
00:19:44,226 --> 00:19:45,811
Thank you for the conversation.
437
00:19:47,354 --> 00:19:50,065
I feel more awful now
than I did an hour ago.
438
00:19:50,649 --> 00:19:52,233
[chuckles] That what therapy is?
439
00:19:52,234 --> 00:19:54,235
- Yeah, pretty much.
- [sighs]
440
00:19:54,236 --> 00:19:55,361
Oh.
441
00:19:55,362 --> 00:19:59,449
Look, you don't have to talk to him.
[sighs] But you should.
442
00:20:01,118 --> 00:20:04,079
Come on, Jimmy. Let's go. [groans]
443
00:20:07,833 --> 00:20:10,042
I'm done with my water.
So what happens now?
444
00:20:10,043 --> 00:20:11,044
[clicks tongue]
445
00:20:11,837 --> 00:20:13,045
You can go if you want.
446
00:20:13,046 --> 00:20:14,506
I don't know what I want.
447
00:20:16,049 --> 00:20:18,384
Well, I feel closure.
448
00:20:18,385 --> 00:20:20,636
Does anyone else feel closure?
Closure? Closure?
449
00:20:20,637 --> 00:20:22,890
- Seriously?
- Uncomfortable. I warned you.
450
00:20:25,517 --> 00:20:27,394
Brian told me you wrote me a letter.
451
00:20:30,898 --> 00:20:31,940
What'd it say?
452
00:20:33,192 --> 00:20:37,279
I don't remember it word for word,
but it was like...
453
00:20:39,156 --> 00:20:40,782
"Hey, fuck face.
454
00:20:42,159 --> 00:20:46,037
You killed my mom and ruined my life
and messed my dad up,
455
00:20:46,038 --> 00:20:49,708
and it's all
because you're a selfish fucking drunk.
456
00:20:50,626 --> 00:20:53,920
People treat me differently now.
I've lost friendships because of you.
457
00:20:53,921 --> 00:20:55,379
And when I wake up,
458
00:20:55,380 --> 00:20:58,382
the one person I want to talk to
about any of this
459
00:20:58,383 --> 00:21:03,889
isn't here anymore and never will be,
and it's all your fucking fault."
460
00:21:13,398 --> 00:21:14,483
That's a good letter.
461
00:21:19,613 --> 00:21:21,031
Can you tell me something about your mum?
462
00:21:21,698 --> 00:21:22,574
Why?
463
00:21:23,575 --> 00:21:24,826
'Cause I didn't know her.
464
00:21:26,620 --> 00:21:30,624
All I know is... the end.
465
00:21:32,292 --> 00:21:33,377
[Brian chuckles] Do you...
466
00:21:33,961 --> 00:21:36,964
Do you remember when she got
her wisdom teeth out and, uh... [chuckles]
467
00:21:37,881 --> 00:21:39,675
She was coming out of the anesthesia,
468
00:21:40,217 --> 00:21:42,969
she kept bragging
about how soft her butt was.
469
00:21:42,970 --> 00:21:44,136
- Brian!
- [Brian chuckles] What?
470
00:21:44,137 --> 00:21:46,305
She asked the nurse to feel her butt.
471
00:21:46,306 --> 00:21:48,182
Not the story
I would choose to tell right now.
472
00:21:48,183 --> 00:21:49,517
Okay. You're right. I'm sorry.
473
00:21:49,518 --> 00:21:50,894
What story would you tell?
474
00:21:53,522 --> 00:21:54,731
Um... [sighs]
475
00:21:56,316 --> 00:21:58,694
[phone ringing]
476
00:22:01,196 --> 00:22:02,196
Hey.
477
00:22:02,197 --> 00:22:06,368
Hi. I'm just checking in on you.
Are you okay?
478
00:22:06,994 --> 00:22:09,036
You in the tub doing your depressed thing,
479
00:22:09,037 --> 00:22:11,247
surrounded by photos you took
of the doggies?
480
00:22:11,248 --> 00:22:13,457
No, I'm at the gym getting jacked.
481
00:22:13,458 --> 00:22:17,128
This gym sounds really echoey.
Really splishy splashy.
482
00:22:17,129 --> 00:22:19,715
I'm fine. My problems aren't real.
483
00:22:20,382 --> 00:22:23,801
What do I have to complain about?
My favorite eyelash lady is out of town,
484
00:22:23,802 --> 00:22:25,803
so I have to go
to my second favorite eyelash lady?
485
00:22:25,804 --> 00:22:28,639
Hey, Liz, don't do that to yourself, okay?
486
00:22:28,640 --> 00:22:31,642
This shit is real
and if you're not careful, it'll get you.
487
00:22:31,643 --> 00:22:35,939
Now, listen to me. I want you to get out
of that tub and go play with your rocks.
488
00:22:36,440 --> 00:22:39,108
Come on. Let me hear you pull that drain.
489
00:22:39,109 --> 00:22:41,736
No, it's safe and warm in here.
490
00:22:41,737 --> 00:22:42,654
I'ma make you a deal.
491
00:22:43,238 --> 00:22:46,157
You get out of that tub
and you try your frigging best,
492
00:22:46,158 --> 00:22:48,451
and I will go to my mom's surgery.
493
00:22:48,452 --> 00:22:52,079
And you'll tell your sister
you're cockblocking her whole life?
494
00:22:52,080 --> 00:22:54,916
What? Don't push me.
Girl, pull that drain.
495
00:22:54,917 --> 00:22:56,209
Let me hear it.
496
00:22:56,210 --> 00:22:57,794
- [water gurgles]
- Attagirl.
497
00:22:59,087 --> 00:23:00,923
- Thank you.
- All right, bye.
498
00:23:04,092 --> 00:23:05,510
Hi.
499
00:23:05,511 --> 00:23:07,220
[Gaby's mom] Both my girls here?
500
00:23:07,221 --> 00:23:08,804
No, Mom, it's just me.
501
00:23:08,805 --> 00:23:10,723
- [chuckles, mouthing words] Fuck you.
- [chuckles]
502
00:23:10,724 --> 00:23:11,724
I'm right here, Mom.
503
00:23:11,725 --> 00:23:14,602
- Oh. [groans] I did good, huh?
- [Gaby, Courtney chuckle]
504
00:23:14,603 --> 00:23:16,229
- [Courtney] You did.
- Yeah, you did really good.
505
00:23:16,230 --> 00:23:19,398
And my favorite hat flew off
on Space Mountain.
506
00:23:19,399 --> 00:23:20,734
I was so bummed.
507
00:23:21,443 --> 00:23:25,321
So Mom took me straight to the store
508
00:23:25,322 --> 00:23:28,992
and she bought three Goofy hats.
509
00:23:30,118 --> 00:23:32,495
I was so mad
because it was nothing like my old hat.
510
00:23:32,496 --> 00:23:35,456
My old hat made me look cool. [sighs]
511
00:23:35,457 --> 00:23:41,379
But she said it was never about the hat.
512
00:23:41,380 --> 00:23:45,259
It was about
how it made me feel wearing it.
513
00:23:49,179 --> 00:23:52,683
Which was a lie because I looked
like a dork wearing that Goofy hat.
514
00:23:56,478 --> 00:23:57,980
But she looked cool in it.
515
00:24:00,357 --> 00:24:02,025
She could rock anything. [chuckles]
516
00:24:04,653 --> 00:24:05,863
Yeah, that was a good day.
517
00:24:06,738 --> 00:24:09,616
She sounds kind and fun.
518
00:24:10,868 --> 00:24:12,827
That's a combo you rarely get together.
519
00:24:12,828 --> 00:24:14,246
She was.
520
00:24:14,746 --> 00:24:16,373
Man, I miss her.
521
00:24:18,625 --> 00:24:19,710
Who's that woman?
522
00:24:20,878 --> 00:24:23,421
That's Sara. She was...
523
00:24:23,422 --> 00:24:26,383
[inhales deeply] She's my fiancée.
524
00:24:26,967 --> 00:24:27,968
She's pretty.
525
00:24:29,178 --> 00:24:32,598
Well, we, um...
[sucks teeth, inhales deeply]
526
00:24:34,558 --> 00:24:38,020
Why did she buy three hats?
Your mom. Why did she buy three hats?
527
00:24:38,937 --> 00:24:42,565
When we were running to the ride,
Mom bumped into a kid
528
00:24:42,566 --> 00:24:46,737
and the kid dropped his ice cream
and was, like, crying.
529
00:24:48,488 --> 00:24:51,825
And the kid's mom said it was fine,
but my mom felt really bad. [chuckles]
530
00:24:52,659 --> 00:24:56,038
So she bought that other hat
in case we found that kid again.
531
00:24:57,039 --> 00:24:58,123
We looked for him everywhere.
532
00:24:58,707 --> 00:24:59,625
Did you find him?
533
00:25:02,252 --> 00:25:04,671
Yeah. It was awesome.
534
00:25:06,715 --> 00:25:08,217
I'd forgotten about that.
535
00:25:09,635 --> 00:25:10,636
Thank you.
536
00:25:13,180 --> 00:25:15,516
I've thought a lot
about what I'd wanna say to you.
537
00:25:17,643 --> 00:25:22,523
How I'd like to explain it all.
Why I was behind the wheel.
538
00:25:24,608 --> 00:25:26,151
How much I regret it.
539
00:25:29,863 --> 00:25:31,365
But none of that matters
540
00:25:32,366 --> 00:25:36,495
because it happened,
and it was all my fault.
541
00:25:39,331 --> 00:25:41,458
And nothing I can do can make that better.
542
00:25:45,337 --> 00:25:46,379
All I can tell you
543
00:25:46,380 --> 00:25:51,343
is that not a single moment goes by
that I don't think about her.
544
00:25:53,178 --> 00:25:55,973
Or you. Or your dad.
545
00:25:57,683 --> 00:26:02,229
I think about you all... all the time.
546
00:26:05,607 --> 00:26:07,943
I'm just so fucking sorry. I...
547
00:26:08,819 --> 00:26:09,944
I wish I could change it.
548
00:26:09,945 --> 00:26:12,446
- I wish I could go back and do it--
- I forgive you.
549
00:26:12,447 --> 00:26:13,532
What?
550
00:26:18,453 --> 00:26:19,663
I forgive you.
551
00:26:22,124 --> 00:26:23,542
It's what my mom would've done.
552
00:26:27,337 --> 00:26:29,840
[breathes shakily] Thank you.
553
00:26:33,135 --> 00:26:34,136
I didn't...
554
00:26:35,637 --> 00:26:36,638
[sniffles]
555
00:26:38,307 --> 00:26:40,475
Thank you. [clears throat]
556
00:26:42,728 --> 00:26:44,062
[machine whirring]
557
00:26:55,115 --> 00:26:56,115
I'm off.
558
00:26:56,116 --> 00:26:57,033
Where you going?
559
00:26:57,034 --> 00:26:59,619
There's a new store in town.
I'm gonna go look at belts.
560
00:26:59,620 --> 00:27:03,497
[stammers] It's not a belt store,
but I'm betting they have them.
561
00:27:03,498 --> 00:27:04,457
Fingers crossed.
562
00:27:04,458 --> 00:27:07,419
Yeah. [chuckles] You're the best.
563
00:27:08,629 --> 00:27:09,671
Hey, I...
564
00:27:12,174 --> 00:27:13,300
Forget it. Nothing.
565
00:27:14,968 --> 00:27:18,430
What? You can say anything to me.
You usually do.
566
00:27:19,556 --> 00:27:23,477
I don't... I'm feeling like...
[sighs] I don't know.
567
00:27:24,186 --> 00:27:28,482
Do you ever feel a bit off
like you're underwater?
568
00:27:29,525 --> 00:27:31,610
So stupid. Um.
569
00:27:32,110 --> 00:27:36,156
That thing with the dog photos
really got to me, you know?
570
00:27:36,865 --> 00:27:38,075
And I'm missing the truck.
571
00:27:39,243 --> 00:27:41,452
And I love this house. You know that I do
572
00:27:41,453 --> 00:27:45,122
but, um, it feels kind of empty
without the boys.
573
00:27:45,123 --> 00:27:46,458
It's less noisy though, huh?
574
00:27:47,876 --> 00:27:49,418
Yeah. Smells better.
575
00:27:49,419 --> 00:27:53,924
[chuckles] Yeah. Okay.
How about we get you another truck?
576
00:27:54,591 --> 00:27:56,259
[stammers] I vote grilled cheese.
577
00:27:56,260 --> 00:28:00,680
- That's actually something I could make.
- Yeah.
578
00:28:00,681 --> 00:28:05,518
[smacks lips] You know what? I'm great.
Go have fun with belts.
579
00:28:05,519 --> 00:28:07,688
Great. I'll see you later.
580
00:28:08,397 --> 00:28:09,523
I love you, babe.
581
00:28:10,190 --> 00:28:11,190
Love you.
582
00:28:11,191 --> 00:28:13,735
Oh, my God. I have so much
nervous energy right now.
583
00:28:14,820 --> 00:28:17,071
- Should we go to Dave & Busters?
- [chuckles] Fuck, yeah.
584
00:28:17,072 --> 00:28:17,989
Wait. Brian.
585
00:28:17,990 --> 00:28:20,283
I know I gave you shit for it earlier,
586
00:28:20,284 --> 00:28:22,911
but I'm really grateful
you reached out to him.
587
00:28:23,829 --> 00:28:27,332
Yeah, it was definitely
a new thing for me. [chuckles]
588
00:28:28,625 --> 00:28:29,626
Still.
589
00:28:31,044 --> 00:28:34,882
Sometimes it's easy to see
when someone really needs help.
590
00:28:36,049 --> 00:28:38,594
- [inhales deeply]
- It's written all over their face.
591
00:28:43,182 --> 00:28:46,392
I just wanna understand why she would have
to stay over. It's just cataract surgery.
592
00:28:46,393 --> 00:28:48,686
Well, I did low-key bribe the doctor
to keep her overnight
593
00:28:48,687 --> 00:28:50,396
'cause I figured
you could use the night off.
594
00:28:50,397 --> 00:28:51,814
Oh. You're my hero.
595
00:28:51,815 --> 00:28:53,900
Plus, I wanted you to see my new house.
596
00:28:53,901 --> 00:28:55,902
- [exclaims]
- [both chuckling]
597
00:28:55,903 --> 00:28:56,987
Yeah.
598
00:28:57,738 --> 00:28:58,946
This swanky as hell.
599
00:28:58,947 --> 00:29:00,531
[Gaby] Mmm, yeah. Duh.
600
00:29:00,532 --> 00:29:02,366
Bougie. Overpriced.
601
00:29:02,367 --> 00:29:03,951
Bitch, you do not have sconces.
602
00:29:03,952 --> 00:29:06,078
Yeah, girl. I got sconces on sconces.
603
00:29:06,079 --> 00:29:08,165
Uh-huh. Wow.
604
00:29:08,749 --> 00:29:10,666
So, what, you just bring me here
to rub it in my face?
605
00:29:10,667 --> 00:29:13,212
- Uh, yeah. A little bit.
- Uh-huh.
606
00:29:14,004 --> 00:29:15,380
That's not the only reason.
607
00:29:16,465 --> 00:29:18,509
Courtney, I release you.
608
00:29:19,885 --> 00:29:21,260
What the fuck does that mean?
609
00:29:21,261 --> 00:29:25,641
What I'm trying to say is, um...
610
00:29:26,141 --> 00:29:29,436
[clicks tongue, sighs] I know
how much shit you do for Mom.
611
00:29:30,395 --> 00:29:33,148
And that you worked really hard
to get your life back together.
612
00:29:34,149 --> 00:29:35,901
I'm super proud of you for that.
613
00:29:36,902 --> 00:29:37,735
Thanks.
614
00:29:37,736 --> 00:29:43,241
I've been really scared that if you split,
Mom's gonna ask me to step in,
615
00:29:43,242 --> 00:29:44,408
and to be honest,
616
00:29:44,409 --> 00:29:47,411
I don't know how the hell
I can answer "yes" or "no" to that.
617
00:29:47,412 --> 00:29:50,206
But that's not your problem. It's mine.
618
00:29:50,207 --> 00:29:53,293
Okay, you've done your time.
And then some.
619
00:29:53,961 --> 00:29:54,961
Yes, I did.
620
00:29:54,962 --> 00:29:58,714
All I ask is that you just kinda give me
a little while
621
00:29:58,715 --> 00:30:00,384
to figure out what to do with her.
622
00:30:02,094 --> 00:30:05,013
And then after that, just get the hell
out of there. You know?
623
00:30:06,890 --> 00:30:07,891
I'll drink to that.
624
00:30:09,685 --> 00:30:10,685
How much time do you need?
625
00:30:10,686 --> 00:30:11,894
I don't know. Like 20 years.
626
00:30:11,895 --> 00:30:13,855
- [chuckles] Two days.
- Eight years.
627
00:30:13,856 --> 00:30:15,524
- Two weeks.
- Three months.
628
00:30:16,817 --> 00:30:18,235
Just give me, like, three months.
629
00:30:19,111 --> 00:30:20,278
Deal.
630
00:30:20,279 --> 00:30:22,238
["One" playing]
631
00:30:22,239 --> 00:30:24,031
How you feeling, kid?
632
00:30:24,032 --> 00:30:28,619
[sighs] Still hurts all over. But better.
633
00:30:28,620 --> 00:30:29,620
Yeah.
634
00:30:29,621 --> 00:30:31,957
My mom said you were talking to my dad.
635
00:30:33,041 --> 00:30:34,041
Is he here?
636
00:30:34,042 --> 00:30:37,378
- Ah, man. Dads are tricky.
- Yeah.
637
00:30:37,379 --> 00:30:39,673
They don't always come through
when you'd like them to.
638
00:30:40,632 --> 00:30:44,553
But they do eventually. Look at me.
Took me a year.
639
00:30:45,637 --> 00:30:46,888
Hey.
640
00:30:46,889 --> 00:30:48,181
And that was a lot quicker.
641
00:30:48,182 --> 00:30:49,265
Hey, Dad.
642
00:30:49,266 --> 00:30:52,143
Let's give these guys some private time.
643
00:30:52,144 --> 00:30:53,228
Thanks.
644
00:30:55,105 --> 00:30:56,356
[music continues]
645
00:30:57,232 --> 00:31:01,736
We both know I'm not,
uh, great at talking about feelings.
646
00:31:01,737 --> 00:31:02,737
It's fine, Dad.
647
00:31:02,738 --> 00:31:04,780
- You don't have to say anything.
- No, no. Let me talk.
648
00:31:04,781 --> 00:31:08,827
Um. When you told me I had let you down...
649
00:31:11,413 --> 00:31:13,832
the reason I got so defensive...
650
00:31:15,626 --> 00:31:18,837
is... you were right.
651
00:31:22,341 --> 00:31:25,469
Oh, Sean. Man, I'm so, so sorry.
652
00:31:25,969 --> 00:31:30,098
It's okay, Dad. We're good.
We're gonna be good.
653
00:31:34,603 --> 00:31:35,604
Yeah.
654
00:31:38,774 --> 00:31:41,484
Gotta get you up outta here
so you can go fishing with me.
655
00:31:41,485 --> 00:31:47,156
[chuckles] I guess you won't
be break dancing no time soon.
656
00:31:47,157 --> 00:31:48,115
Ah. Don't make me laugh.
657
00:31:48,116 --> 00:31:49,742
Yeah, remember when
you went through that phase?
658
00:31:49,743 --> 00:31:51,161
Man, this is so touching.
659
00:31:51,745 --> 00:31:53,080
Stop watching them.
660
00:31:53,580 --> 00:31:55,456
Paul, it's a very moving moment.
661
00:31:55,457 --> 00:31:59,086
I'm so happy. Whatever that man does
to his son, I'm gonna do to you.
662
00:32:01,255 --> 00:32:02,088
[kisses]
663
00:32:02,089 --> 00:32:04,383
Don't do that. [clears throat]
664
00:32:08,178 --> 00:32:09,679
Stop. Stop.
665
00:32:09,680 --> 00:32:12,640
Paul. If you don't want me to,
you can pull away.
666
00:32:12,641 --> 00:32:16,895
I'm not gonna pull away.
You've got to learn some boundaries.
667
00:32:18,772 --> 00:32:19,606
[kisses]
668
00:32:20,274 --> 00:32:21,275
[kisses]
669
00:32:25,362 --> 00:32:27,154
He asked me to, and I don't ask questions.
670
00:32:27,155 --> 00:32:28,240
- [sighs]
- I work for him.
671
00:32:38,542 --> 00:32:40,251
Wow, these are amazing.
672
00:32:40,252 --> 00:32:41,335
Oh, stop it.
673
00:32:41,336 --> 00:32:45,673
My guy's so handsome but every time
I take a pic, he licks his asshole.
674
00:32:45,674 --> 00:32:47,425
Well, if one can.
675
00:32:47,426 --> 00:32:49,677
Still, I think that's on the photographer.
676
00:32:49,678 --> 00:32:52,138
- Oh. Do you thi... [chuckles]
- Yeah, I do.
677
00:32:52,139 --> 00:32:53,139
Then help me out.
678
00:32:53,140 --> 00:32:57,102
I mean, he's here. You got your camera.
Let's go to the park.
679
00:32:58,604 --> 00:32:59,771
What? Right now?
680
00:33:01,023 --> 00:33:02,733
Yeah. [chuckling] Right now.
681
00:33:04,359 --> 00:33:05,444
Uh.
682
00:33:06,904 --> 00:33:09,489
Sure. Why not?
683
00:33:10,574 --> 00:33:12,116
Great. Let's do it.
684
00:33:12,117 --> 00:33:13,159
Come on, buddy.
685
00:33:13,160 --> 00:33:14,411
It's his lucky day.
686
00:33:15,370 --> 00:33:17,705
- [stammering] Watch... Careful.
- He's so cute. Sorry.
687
00:33:17,706 --> 00:33:19,291
["Escape" playing]